time-off

I took some time-off from work.. really need to clear my head for a while from all the fussiness of never-ending reports which are needed to be done daily monthly yearly.. and from annoying people whom pestering me on the same question again and again and again.. goshh.. I really do need that fresh air.. since I didn't go anywhere during last CNY break.. which was a big mistake, I tell ya.. I should've planned to go somewhere during that time.. even so, couldn't do anything.. dah last minute pon.. tak sempat nak booked apa.. so, layan tido and read book saja di rumah..

~ went to PD with all my sis and 2 cousins.. which kind of a make-up trip my mom's had promised during CNY break.. she promised the kids to go swimming in the pool or wherever place with water.. but since the plan got deflated.. so, I'm the one who'd kind of insisted to go anywhere.. didn't really care of the destination.. as long as far away from home.. and could do something to release my tension.. berendam dalam pool pon jadilah.. luckily, they have this nice pool in the apartment compound which we were stayed at.. so, after berjemur at the beach.. tak sampai pon 2 hours.. bcoz of the stinging hot weather.. we were back at the apartment and continued our berendam session in the pool.. what a nice break!!

~ went to OU.. and the funny thing was.. we keep on went back and forth the same route in the mall.. bcoz the mall is so wide and so big.. and every entrance we went was the same wide and big entrance.. plus we were not the frequent visitors of this mall.. surprisingly, I myself, had lead ourselves to lost-in-translation in the mall.. usually, I'm the one who kind of remember the way (always.. haha.. perasan la tu..) but that day it was just flopped.. maybe I was tired.. and dragged along with me this bunch of kids who were just surrendered themselves.. and followed me around ups and downs the escalator.. too tired too argued.. very funny laa.. aku yg bersemangat nak keluar masuk kedai.. and looked for whatever worth things to buy..

~ rob and amber got eliminated in the argentina leg.. suka hati aku.. hahaha.. bcoz of the stupid mistake they made to mispelled country names 'Philippines' with P-H-I-L-L-I-P-I-N-E-S in a detour task 'SIGN IT'.. they had to build a wood sign based on magellan's map.. all the country names has to follow in order according to magellan's journey.. painted the names on the sign and nailed them on the stick poll.. and of course with the correct spelling.. I know they are very competitive and whatsoever.. but I just so hate rob's cockiness, arrogance, overconfidence, manipulative bla, bla, bla.. and the neverending list goes on and on.. I think he likes all the attention he gets.. to show off to people.. yuckss!! the couple was born from reality shows.. hence we should call them 'the reality tv show-off couple'.. enough is enough.. please do not let me see those two faces anywhere on any reality show, for now.. jgn nak masuk american idol pulak...

~ finally, monique got eliminated too in antm.. see I told ya.. she wouldn't last long!! apparently she was very sick.. but I didn't see any IV or oxygen mask anywhere when she was at the hospital.. she just laid on the bed.. and that was it.. claimed that she never felt sick that much in her life.. what a whiner!!.. danielle, who was from the last season, whom hospitalized, got IV-ed and even had to wear the oxygen mask.. yet decided to went for the photoshoot.. where was in the middle of the jungle in Thailand.. rode an elephant and shot the best picture ever.. no wonder she'd became the winner.. that was what judges saw on her.. she has that extra strength to become a model.. meanwhile, monique came to the photoshoot along with the girls in the morning.. but then decided to went home when jay said 'this is your call, what you gonna do? go home or do the photoshoot?' and predictable enough, she chose to go home.. such a baby!! I'm very sure even she decided to stay, she couldn't do it.. the challenge was to walk on the runaway and the photo will be taken from there.. to be exact the challenging moving runaway, literally, they had to walk on the moving wood panel.. and it was very physical one, I tell yaa.. all in all.. I'm so glad she's gone.. I saw a twist of smile on melrose's face...

~ my bro just got his SPM result.. not so bad.. my dad already told my mom about this.. don't be surprised on his result.. even though no 'A' at all compare to hundreds of best students around mesia (maybe thousands.. do they memorized all those facts on every subject just to get all 'A's?.. if yes, then I probably will never get all 'A's bcoz I'm sucks at memorizing things.. I'm more into understanding things with my own words.. unfortunately, our school systems are not into that.. ) even though tersangat la malasnya study di rumah.. main game, tengok tv, merempit ntah ke mana malam buta baru balik.. aku tak larat nak cakap.. even my mom pon surrendered.. yet amazingly, his class teacher has faith on him.. I know this bcoz I'm the one whom he begged to get his final report card.. and the teacher said he has potential.. only needed to polish his act more.. and not depending too much on school.. but you know... boy will always be a boy.. that lazy boy.. not that he has no brain or what.. just acting like a typical boy.. whatever it is, I am so proud of him.. you did it on your own bro!!.. averaged score was 4B.. ada la subject kantoi.. prinsip akaun which aku pon menyampah.. lagi my dad suruh dia buat akaun?? no way!!!.. tak yah laa.. dulu2 boleh la.. as if jadi akauntan boleh kaya raya.. pening kepala and takde life lagi ada la.. macam takde course lain nak buat.. dulupon my dad kata gitu to me.. aku yg tak larat nak buat.. baru buat intro dah mengah... lagi nak buat advance2nya.. memang ter'peleot' terus.. moi myself punya SPM takde satu pon 'A'.. average tinggi sikit la from him '3C'.. back then it was '3C'.. now is '3B'.. oklah kan.. sampai gak study to overseas.. see people.. depends on luck also la this thing... even though I was not the one of the best student, not the one who went to boarding school, not the one who had private tuition all year long.. and thank god our parent is not the one of the freaky pusher parent with this undermining statement 'you-have-to-get-at-least-8-A1' when we were watching tv, or too lazy to go to school, or playing computer games, or surfing on internet all day long, or hanging out with frens until the real final exam arrived..

I am not the brightest one in the family.. I will always considered myself that.. I would say my other bro, the eldest of all.. (he was brilliant in nature.. no need for him to work very hard and no need to follow any rules.. just to follow his heart and soul.. bcoz whatever he does, it seems working.. always..) and my sis (who was born brilliant.. who's in college rite now.. and working her ass to be the best.. and consistent on doing that.. and she is the best.. ) I'm on the other hand, will have to work very hard just to be brilliant.. if I'm not, I won't get or be anything.. plus I'm not the consistent one.. I will have my ups and downs thru the process.. that's the tricky part.. whatever I will be in the future.. let's GOD do his job on that.. I will just flow with the flow.. bcoz sometimes whatever we want so bad, it is not necessarily good for ourselves.. so bend a rule a little.. don't be so stiff and hard on yourselves, if that specific dream is still far over from reaching.. maybe we need a new one.. forget the old dreams.. I kind of missed the college life though.. at least, we were doing different things back then.. reading different chapter everyday.. tagged along with our frens to almost everywhere... even to take a shower (not together.. geezzz..) compare to our current life of mundane routine work that we have to deal with daily.. gosh this monotone life.. when can I get that happy-no-worries life back??