Tuesday, February 27, 2007

and the oscar goes to..


recap on the oscar.. very very long show and boring.. it took up to 6 hours rather than 4 hours planned to be schedule.. even Ell*n D*generes cannot be a 'hero' to save the show from long boring dragging speeches.. during the opening, I guessed, it was quite ok.. then she'd rambled on her dream to become the oscar host and that dream finally came true last nite.. she said this year emmy show was to celebrate the nominees instead of to celebrate the winner as we always do.. at the end of that speech, someone threw tamborine at her.. suddenly, a stream of choir singers came along and sang 'hallelujah'.. and this group of people keep on singing and walking (well maybe dancing a bit..) from the stage down to the aisle where all the nominees sat.. finally, ellen joined and sang harmoniously (erkk... not really la..) together until the final word of 'hallelujah'... and that was the opening of the emmy..

I watched the rerun on star-movies-red-carpet (asia version of course) that supposedly hosted by d*minic and l*nda.. but where the hell was she? ke aku yg missed something.. like last yearnya pon moi watched the rerun.. adalah jugak muka m*ya karin tu.. back-to-back between her and sapa ntah aku tak ingat nama mamat vj channel v tu.. j*ey kot.. yet, at least adalah gak si m*ya tu interview few artist walau tak ramai.. and also footage on her preparation to the red carpet.. so moi confuse.. ke aku yg tengok salah slot.. sapa2 yg tau.. please inform me.. cold feet ka?? kawan aku lagi best.. dia kata linda lost kat red carpet.. sungguh kejamm.. hahahaha..


~ best picture : the departed (didn't have a chance to see the movie.. and blood diamond.. what a bummer.. I'm so frustrated.. leornado dicaprio is yummy.. and he is my hero.. 'u jump i jump' remember that quote line?? hehehe.. who can deny that?.. as older he gets, as handsome he looks.. that very pretty boyish look has gone people!!.. goshh.. *drool*)

~ best director : martin scorcese 'the departed' (finally!! I love that he keeps his feet down to earth and didn't blamed the academy or anybody for that long-overdue emmy winning.. bukan macam kat mesia ni.. siap beri ucapan tak puas hati dgn bahasa yg tak sedap didengar.. kata org lama dlm industri ni.. tapi cakap macam takde experience and macam baru sehari terjun dlm bidang seni.. konon setelah berpuluh tahun dok buat filem, satu award pon tak dapat.. inilah baru 1st time dapat.. ikhlas buat keje ke tak tu? pastu siap buat lawak yg tak berapa nak lawak.. and berbaur 18SX.. bosann.. )

~ best actor : forest whitaker 'the last king of scotland' (I could see from the vt showed.. his intense emotion and in depth character as Ugandans dictator.. the movie is something like that.. and that accent is quite difficult to imitate, I tell ya.. )

~ best actress : helen mirren 'the queen' (she's british.. most experienced actress.. very smooth speech.. simply love it.. and very deserved to win also.. mind yaa.. )

~ best supporting actor : alan arkin 'little miss sunshine' (the movie is about dysfunctional family.. one family in this journey to little miss sunshine pageant at california to fulfill 7 year old deepest wish.. yet she has a suicidal father and drug-addicted grandfather to deal with.. why American loves everything dysfuntional? I dunno.. I think they love to watch something opposite than the ordinary.. they don't want to watch the sam-o sam-o one.. always want to be different.. in every way if possible..)

~ best supporting actress : jennifer hudson 'dreamgirls' (didn't have a chance to see the movie.. I dunno if she did a lot of singing or acting on the movie.. so dunno what to say.. all I can say the singing is superb.. she did performed along beyonce and the other actress from the movie.. suara2 paktam/maktam memang takleh lawan la.. hi note semua leh capai..)

pastu ada lagi satu moment yg aku 'terstunned' kejap.. for best original song.. melissa etheridge won for 'I Need to Wake Up' from movie 'An Inconvenient Truth' (never heard of the movie..) Ironically, this was the only song that was nominated from maybe not-so-famous movie.. the other nominations were 3 from 'dreamgirls' and 1 from 'cars'.. on the speech, she said thank you to her wife.. huh??? my first impression was, dressing same like ell*n.. is it possible that she ...?? it keeps me wondering jugak at first.. then, when she said 'I thank you my wife and our 4 kids'.. memang sah.. and 4 kids?? where were those kids came from?? I didn't know that she's that.. you know.. I know her name.. quite famous gak.. just tak perasan pulak dia begitu.. heshh.. apa nak jadi pada kaum hawa sekalian nih.. moi confuse..

for a complete list of the winners, please go to the oscar..

Monday, February 26, 2007

weekend updates

weekend had just went by with nothing interesting happen.. now back to monday blues.. and a full week working days ahead.. goshh!! I wish I'm at home watching OSCAR.. I kind of switched on the tv this morning and managed to catch a glimpse on some of the all stars attending the KL breakfast with stars in conjuction with Academy Awards at JW M*riott hotel.. ning baizura, yasmin hani, marsha, zahid, gee.. that were all the faces I could glanced on this morning.. I'm looking forward to watch the entire award ceremony.. since it's involving movies.. genre which I kind of master at.. even though I haven't got a chance to watch half (maybe more than that..) of the nominated movies..

but thank god.. my boss is taking a long vacation.. for a week.. woohooo.. meaning I can take long lunch hours to settle my bills (boleh pi mengulo..) and run other errands.. as of right now.. cannot remember anything that I should do besides bills.. I think I have to settle for my health insurance which is due on March.. cannot remember the exact date.. road tax and car insurance will due on April.. I don't have to worry about them till next month.. that settle then..

weekend.. moi, my mom and 3 brothers went to visit our cousin who had involved in accident.. he had broken left shoulder and a few left ribs.. but the thing was, hospital didn't do anything.. I mean no bandages at all.. huh!! he was hospitalized for about 2 days and that was it.. and doc also said there was nothing they can do.. other than couples of x-rays and medication.. pain killers I guessed.. the doc said eventually the broken bones will adjoint after some time.. yeah rite.. before that? what he supposed to do? sitting around counting days until the broken bones mend themselves.. he'll be in a long leave, mind you.. for about 2 months.. his friend drove him to j*hol for 'urut' session for his left hand.. now he can lift that hand and even do some driving a bit.. otherwise, he cannot do a single thing other than lying on the bed.. even lying is a painful experience for him..

then, since we were at s*pang area.. my bro decided to drive us to p*trajaya.. where else happening place in that area!!.. bcoz my mom said she wanted to go to the lake.. I don't know what is the name.. but I know they have this boat rides.. something like gondola in venice.. iyer ke? tak tau la betol ke tak.... and I think even eatery place on the boat.. of course, if you have so much spare cash to spend.. but since it was dark already.. so.. we went off to a*amanda and did window shopping a bit.. then, went to c*rrefour and spent some cash there for groceries.. even though this was our 2nd time reaching there due to its not-so-near location.. we managed to cover the entire mall that evening.. plus I'm not in the mood for window shopping and thinking I don't really have necessary things to buy... bcoz gaji tak masuk lagi.. hahaha.. so.. dok diam2 jek.. I need to refrain myself from having a shopping spree and splurge myself into piles of new clothes.. I have to save some money to go somewhere for long holidays.. I'll let you know when the destination is confirmed.. till then.. signoff..

Friday, February 23, 2007

you see double on ANTM



New season has just started last Monday, which I missed.. Actually, I don't really have any idea when it will be started.. when my sis informed me last wed, then only I knew.. and asked her why didn't you tell me earlier!!.. she'd also kind of forgotten about the whole thing.. so, we'd planned on conquering the whole couch last nite for the rerun.. and also one of us should hold onto the remote until the end of the show.. so, it won't be in the hand of that lil boy who is contantly watching cartoon networks on channel 62.. I'd kind of stormed off in front of the tv after isya'.. and let him finished his favorite ones (dunno what is the name.. it appears to me, that all shows on 62 are his fav..) *sigh*.. after that, I 'berebut' the remote with him.. and 'shush'ed him to do his homework.. and said 'go to sleep'.. 'tomorrow is schoolday'.. thank god, he's not crying.. usually when I'm the one who confronted him.. he seems cool lil bit.. memang adalah adegan berebut tu.. itu jek.. eventually, he will let go off the remote without me doing anything.. unless I'm really really mad.. then, adalah tambah adegan cubit-cubitan in that scene.. bcoz I'm not the one who's constantly provoking/teasing him madly.. unlike 'abang' dia.. then, aku pon tak perasan bila masa dia amik his homework (kind of listened to what I said..) and asked me, if I have a pencil.. haiyaa.. this boy, selalu hilang pencil and eraser and ntah apa2 lagi school items.. even my dad pon selalu marah dia.. mana ntah letak songkok, botol air.. everyday kena pakai yg baru.. pelupa tu satu hal.. misplace lagi barang2 dia.. what a disaster combination.. if this continues, tak tau la camner.. memang he is so lack at this area... even mainan dia baru pegang and letak ntah kat mana, and then pi minum air kat dapur jap.. pastu datang depan, tanya kita balik mana mainan tadi.. tak tau la if anak aku sok camner.. mintak2 jgn la jadi gini..

lepas tu, dia pi kat my mom.. and memang selalunya my mom yg ajar coz if org lain yg ajar semua tak makan saman.. then, my mom bila dah masuk bab teaching ni, jadi macam singa betina lapar.. that's why she cannot be a teacher.. sempat jugak jadi cikgu jap.. tapi tak tahan kena buli ngan anak murid (same thing with me.. cannot be a teacher.. level kesabaran tu tak sampai.. ) so, dipendekkan cerita.. dia telah panggil 'cikgu mama garang'.. hahahaha.. aku yg depan tv ni gelak sakit perut!!.. even my dad had to intervened and sambung ajar what he supposed to do.. then, aku tengok tak abis2 jugak dia buat homework tu.. so, asked him to sit with me and aku pon ajar la dia sikit.. to write no '8' and '9'.. finally, siap jugak.. *phuihh*... and I know, ini sudah masuk cerita lain..

anyway.. what I think of this new season of ANTM (cycle 7, I think..) yg tak puas hati why has twin as one (or two) of the contestants.. sungguh tak puas hati.. they're look alike, right? so, why do we need two of them?.. it doesn't make any sense at all.. I know la, they are different in terms of personality, characters and so on.. If they are un-alike at all, it is acceptable.. but the look.. isn't that count too??.. plus they have cut one chance and probability to other millions people who want to be a model.. who were looking so much different than them (just to remind y'all..) and who had queued several miles just to be on the show.. and who were probably deserved to be as one of the participant too.. hishh.. tyra favoured michelle.. and the other judges, ms and mr jay, favoured angela.. one is sweet and the other one is tomboy.. I dunno who goes to who, bcoz I simply cannot pay attention at all, after tyra announced the final cut.. I'm still kind of pushing that piece of information to sink in my mind.. so, there you go people, I rest my case.. I'm planning to watch one more time the rerun on Sunday.. goshh... why!!!

*don't forget to watch the show every Monday on channel v @8pm*

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

far away message

hello again.. takde apa pon nak cerita sangat.. cuma aku baru jek dapat khabar berita from one of my long lost friend.. dapat sms jek.. pelik gak aku.. apasal no tepon panjang sangat.. aku macam blur sekejap.. aku tau kengkadang member aku yg from states call.. tapi dia selalu call.. jarang nak sms.. so, aku tanya jelah direct... 'siapa tu'.. barulah tau siapa.. aku tanya dia pakai no apa nih.. panjang berjela semacam.. aku tau sbb dia ni pelik sikit.. mana la tau dia setkan ip address dia as no phone lak ke.. ip address dah la memang worldwide.. susah nak trace.. kalo dah komputer genius sangat.. camtuh la jadinya..

rupanya dia takde kat mesia.. di tanah arab saudi rupanya.. perghh.. dah 2 minggu kat sana.. tengah bosan la tu.. itu yg ingat kat aku.. if not.. jangan harap la.. time kat mesia ni memang jarang sekali tanya khabar berita.. bila dah jauh camtuh.. baru la ingat kat aku.. takpelah.. so.. aku tanya dia.. how's life.. life bosan giloss.. (hey, that's not new.. you tell me about it..) no life kat sana.. in addition, family pon takleh bawak.. aku tau dia selalu outstation berbagai.. tapi sekejap2 jek.. but this time, for 3 years dia kena stay kat situ.. huh!! aku macam tak percaya.. kesian pon ada.. itulah dok mengadu kat aku.. aku tanya dia, if dia kenal sapa2 kat sana.. yg boleh dikenalkan ngan aku.. dia kata, larat ke nak kawan ngan arab.. hahaha.. if kenal mana2 melayu nanti, jgn lupa kenalkan kat aku.. not in desperate ways la.. saja nak cheer him up.. memang betol kata dia.. tengah 'gila meroyan' dok sorang2 kat sana.. then, dia suruh aku dtg jadi tukang masak dia.. makan sana tak sedap.. sapa larat makan nasi beriani, roti naan tiap2 hari.. harap dia masak.. memang dia tak masak.. hehehe.. aku kata boleh jek... if boleh, aku berenti keje skrg jugak.. suruh dia bayar gaji aku as tukang masak cum maid.. agak2 boleh hidup tak aku kat sana?? alone??

aku just tersangat respect kat dia.. coz even though dia gila2 and konon2nya dulu anti pompuan (siap ada gilfren senyap2.. itu tak tahan tu.. pigi dahhh..).. memang tak pernah cakap ngan pompuan.. dia dlm dunianya yg tersendiri.. tgk muka memang garang giler.. tapi itu semua gimmick belaka.. eventually masa kat states.. knows how to mingled around us.. yang sememangnya ramai pompuan.. jadi nak tak nak memang dia kena kawan jugak dgn us.. if not, memang takde kawan la mu.. baiknya ngan aku.. sebab since aku ni kononnya bakal-adik-ipar dia yg tak jadi.. even though aku kenal dia pon thru 'adik' dia.. he still remains as one of my best friend ever.. hopefully.. and the best hacker in mesia.. sampai budak2 uitm pon nak jadi cam dia.. sungguh dasat.. bagusnya if aku ada skill camtuh..

To my big bro, s*me.. ada 150 weeks and 1050 hari lagi ko kat sana.. jangan la dok pikir banyak sangat pasal 'gila meroyan' ko tu.. just do what you have to do.. ko tu kan sentiasa ada jek mende nak buat.. aku tau la ko tu.. manaleh dok diam.. so carilah mende nak buat... and jangan la mengira hari sangat.. sekejap jek tu.. tak lama lagi, pejam celik pejam celik dah balik mesia.. if ko tak larat makan nasi beriani, roti naan.. aku boleh courierkan brahim's banyak2 utk ko.. ko cari rice cooker jek.. and masak nasi.. concentrate on whatever you have to do.. yang lain2 tak yah pikir sangat.. haii.. lebih dr suku abad dok membujang.. takkan la 3 thn takleh kot.. ini challenge drpd aku.. hahahaha.. okies.. good luck.. take a good care of yourself.. jangan lupa beli souvenir untuk aku banyak2... hahahaha... bye..

Saturday, February 17, 2007

the sisterhood of the traveling pants





The movie is adapted from story written by Ann Brashares.. this is the movie where I first fall in love with America Ferrera.. I know.. and you know it.. in reality, Hollywood doesn't really look or even blink with the sight of big fat figure... yet charming and talented actress like her came along.. and you just cannot ignore her forever.. Hollywood today has changed.. I really hope this scenario will improve and grow into positive direction.. hopefully there will be more and more normal and fat people you can watch onscreen.. what I meant, just normal people.. not the skinny dippy type with the size of '0'.. enough with their appearances on magazines all over the world.. normal people with the size of 6 to 14... that's normal y'all..

Let's get back to the story.. the story is about friendship of 4 best friends.. they have been friends for as long as they can remember despite differences among each other.. Ferrera, who plays Carmen is the writer and narrator in the movie.. she is so looking forward to meet her father in North Carolina after a very long time, yet get crushed after found out that her father has new life with a new family and kind of forgot about her.. Lena (who also plays one of the Gilmore Girls) is the quiet one yet still feel insecure and afraid to explore her life especially to fall in love despite everything she has.. she is spending her summer in Greece with her 'pupi' and 'yaya'.. I love the scene in Greece.. it is so beautiful.. definitely one of my dream places to go.. then, there is Bridget, the tall blonde girl who is desperate for attention, always overdo everyhing to show-off people, and yet she is the leader and the caretaker of the group.. she spends summer in Mexico for her soccer training camp.. lastly, Tibby, the rebellious one.. always know what she wants to be and what to do.. and always has this wrong perception of people around her..

For whatever reason, they're all fit into a pair of jean despite different sizes each of everyone has.. since they will be apart during summer.. they'd make this vow to share equally time (1 week) to wear that jean until they'll back together at their hometown.. and they'd really hope that miracle would happen while wearing that jean.. so, the pant travels from Greece to Tibby, she's the only who spend summer without going nowhere to finish her documentary at hometown, Maryland to Carmen in North Carolina and to Bridget in Mexico.. during first round of the traveling pant, there was nothing happen.. but on the second round, there were something meaningful happen which reflect their life afterwards.. or so they thought there were..

I know the story revolves on the teenagers who-sre-still-searching-of-who-they-are character.. but for me, the message hidden beyond all wicked, funny, immature, stupid moments is their friendship.. this is what matter the most.. that pair of jean has nothing to do with what they thought would bring miracle into their life.. for me, it is just so happen that jean can stretch enough and fit them all.. So, to all my fren... for whatever reasons, I do cherish you for coming into my life.. and really hope that you will always be my friend forever and ever.. and without you, I wouldn't be so confident and brave enough to move on with my life after the downfall... for that I thank you..

Friday, February 16, 2007

cuti cuti



jakarta-bandung from 15 to 18 December 2006




johor bharu-singapore from 21 to 24 December 2006





genting highland from 2 to 3 February 2007


bersempena dengan mood holidays ni.. CNY is coming around the town.. I wish you all a Happy New Year.. may this coming year fill with a lot of joy and happiness and prosperous to our life..

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

TGIF dinner



Last nite my boss treat us, me and 2 other collegues, for dinner at TGIF subang parade... I had chicken salad something (don't remember the exact name).. which I thought I can finish the whole lot at first.. but unfortunately due to a full-ed stomach resulted from a full plate (not even a plate.. a saucer in fact.. I think..) of manhattan fish fillet and a lot of fries luncheon.. there was still half plate salad remaining.. and lot of tortillas chips.. what a waste.. my boss even asked if anyone wants dessert.. then he made this remark by looking at our plate.. clearly we cannot afford to eat anymore food.. goshh..

Actually, it was a farewell dinner for one of my collegue, his last day will be tomorrow, 15th Feb.. Then, it'll leave just the 2 of us.. me and another collegue and my boss.. meaning more and more workload for me.. aiseyy.. which is I kind of wish for that long time ago, when I kind of felt.. it's no point of coming to work anymore... but now, I don't have 'that' motivation to keep me going.. just wrong timing laa.. even right now, you can see laziness indication of coming late to work as if this is my dad's office.. and keep on stalling and procrastinating every piles of work I've got to do.. plus holiday season (CNY) is just around the corner.. made me more malas maa.. I pray really hard that my boss will take a very long leave/vacation/ holiday/honeymoon so I can do whatever I want.. I even asked him to used-up all his carried forward leave (he has more than 30 days leave.. accum from last year as well..) but he said he went broke since his wedding on 20th Jan @ Nikko Hotel.. a very grande one.. 'Wedding of the Year'.. I tell you.. hahahaha.. he said he'll wait for MATTA fair this march.. and if there is interesting cheap holidays package.. then only he'll go.. choii.. bilalah tu agaknya...

I just need to go somewhere to see different things and explore different places.. It is important to 'recharge' myself in order to keep me going further.. otherwise I won't feel that I'm really alive.. and will going backwards.. after 'recharged' only I'll regain conciousness and keep awake throughout even moi, myself do not know until when.. only God knows how long my "motivation" will last.. it'll all depend on the mood and how much pressure I can handle.. otherwise I'll be wandering off with no places to go.. with no life to live..

I'd managed to get home on time to catch this new show, Ugly Betty, on 8tv... Actually, it has started since last week.. Well, last nite was the 2nd episode... When they first started promo on this series, I just cannot wait to watch the show.. I've heard the title on Golden Globe Award.. as a matter of fact, it was one of the favorite nominees.. and winner too (even till we speak).. it has defeated Desperate Housewives, which was 2 times winner and one of the favorite tv show (still holding the title without no doubt).. and this new kid on the block, has became the new receiver of Golden Globe for the Best TV Comedy/Musical that very nite.. and Ferrera who plays Betty Suarez on that show won the Best Female Actress on Comedy/Musical.. even though, it's adapted from Spanish version of I don't what is the title.. not really a new show.. to produce it in Hollywood and to make a big hit with million viewers .. shows that it's refreshing to have this kind of story.. it's about reality and our mentality.. and it's all true.. with all good reviews it received, no wonder it was nominated for several categories.. and I love true and honest performance by Ferrera... she's great.. what more can I say.. you have to watch the show first, then you'll know what I mean.. Now I have one more reason to be glued in front of the tv every tuesday nite... In fact, it will be tuesday-marathon-nite.. start with Grey's Anatomy on NTV7 @8.30pm, then follow by Ugly Betty @9.30pm and lastly Desperate Housewives @10.30pm both on 8tv.. I love tv..

Friday, February 9, 2007

AZ vs B2M


Since farid has brought up this interesting topic on the comment entry.. marilah aku story.. untuk menambahkan lagi ke'jeles'an all my frens yg memang dah sampai tahap dewa tu.. tak abis lagi rupanya cerita ni.. because moi dapat berjumpa.. berdiri bersebelahan.. bersalaman.. bergandingan untuk bergambaran with jejaka terhangat satu malaya.. tak lain tak bukan daripada Annuar Zain!!!! at the Boyz II Men concert recently.. unfortunately, kawan2 sekalian.. sekeping jek picca me n AZ (itupon bertiga not berdua).. AZ buat muka comel pulak tuh.. not the handsome one.. aiseymen.. frust jugak.. on the other hand my fren, chem, who'd the one of ntv7 breakfast show winners of 2 free tickets to the concert.. and the one who'd offered moi first, among other frens (sorry you guys.. aku jek pon yang selalunya available.. lain semua banyak komitmen).. which I kind of ignored the sms message at first because I'm so very busy at that time due to the system upgrade.. but then later were being informed by ewok at YM in an angry/reminder kind of tone.. why on earth I still do not answer the message.. and if chem, still doesn't has accompany by that day which is thursday (concert on sat nite) that she'll give away those tickets.. and moi eventually called her during lunch hour.. without further adue, booked ourselves a standard view room at First World Hotel while still on the phone with her (nasib ada room lagi..)... and finally, she was the one yang dapat took picca berdua dgn AZ.. iskk.. tension gue!!!.. the reason was chem jeles aku dapat dok sebelah AZ time amik gamba yg dia buat muka comel itu (the 1st pic-3 of us).. and time the picture taken AZ telah menyengetkan kepalanya sampai aku pon kena adjust kepala aku coz rambut dia yg mengerbang2 itu telah mencucuk2 biji mataku.. aduss.. when it was my turn to take pic.. just the 2 of us.. it felt like an hour i'd been standing next to him.. and the worst part, battery lak time tu nak empty.. geram aku!!.. so tak kesampaian la hajat aku nak lebih men'jobo'kan (lama tak guna words nih.. since kat mcc lagi time satu bilik ngan lynn, batu pahat.. I wonder where is she now and what she's doing..) myself pada kawan2 sekalian.. sekian, terima kasih *phuiihhh*

moral of the story: kindly fully charged your digicam battery before you accidently meet AZ..

p/s: I will upload the piccas later ---> upload the picca alredi

Thursday, February 8, 2007

Bienvenue

Hello all..

As the entry titled French word 'bienvenue' means welcome.. I'd welcome myself to the blog world.. I'd always read and enjoy my fren's blogs.. never thought that moi myself will be apart of bloggers community.. I guess since I have that bullet-fly-typing talent from old days of daily online chatting.. why not put that talent to a good use.. for me, blogging is a modern way of writing a journal.. you write about your everyday life.. Not everyone has time of our precious life to sit down and write a journal.. (and I know not everyone give a damn on writing one).. I know that I don't have time to write on my 12 years old journal.. I know it is so old, people.. I know.. so many "I know" *sigh* But, I cannot throw it away.. there are so many memories in that little journal.. and there are still more spaces to write.. now I wonder what did I wrote by the way.. so kesian.. maybe back in the old days I don't really have that writing skill (even until today.. so sedar diri).. I don't know thousand words.. and since my handwriting is very bad.. even sometimes I myself cannot read what I wrote.. it is like reading an ancient language book... I just know what was my mood at that time, during each pages being written.. If I can read the page, meaning I was in a good/happy mood.. really taking time and lay-out everything I wanted to write on that particular entry.. If I was in a bad mood, then the words will be all crooked.. you can see never-ending tail at the end of the letter.. sometimes the letter was pressed deep down onto the page.. It produced a hole which I hate, that ruined my little journal... Need I say more??.. What the heck!! Today is the perfect day to start my own personal blog (since my boss is gone.. hehehe..) So.. Congratulations to moi!!! Enjoy monvieennuyeuse = my boring life.....