moving out..

so very tired this week.. even though it'll be a day-off tomorrow.. itu pon our HR so very discreet to announce the day-off.. ntah apa2.. bcos I had lend my hands to move out our collegue's stuff from their's designed room outside of the main office.. and this is for the 3rd or 4th time ladies and gentleman!. I couldn't even remember when was the last time we moved.. I'm just so bumped yesterday! moi and my collegue were struggling to move this one cabinet.. I wouldn't say its heavy.. but it was kind of heavy.. me and my other colleague who are both girls, ok.. the best thing was ALL of the gentlemen in the office (I would stick to ALL IN THE OFFICE... not MOST IN THE OFFICE..) just stared at us when we even hardly reached the main entrance due to heaviness of the cabinet.. and without even blink in their eyes!.. just stared and mumbled something between themselves.. why am I not surprised with their's expression heh?.. shouldn't we get any help at all? so not gentlemen la you guys..

*this entry was intended to be posted before the Agong's installation holiday on 26 April.. due to my busy-ness to prepare all those crappy reports for company's month-end closing... and as a result of the office contruction, there was disruption to office's server which therefore led to snail-pace operation for internet and to whatever online applications.. that was the reason why I just couldn't make it happened on time.. and before I ventured into my vacation on that Agong's day until wesak & labor holidays which I did mentioned on my past entry..*

maybe I should study these...

I got this from ngantukalways.. I think it would make you think outside of the box on what exactly you should've done and what you should've been.. it just a guidance though, but a very good and useful one.. maybe there's still time to revise on what you're doing currently.. and reevaluate everything.. there's no harm.. and who knows maybe a good thing will come up from this, right? and special thanks to ngantukalways who discovered upon this stuff..

Your Learning Style: Personal and Passionate

You are very flexible and curious about the world. Human understanding is very important to you. You Should Study: Anthropology ~Quote definition from dictionary (since I want to know exactly what the hell is this): 'The scientific study of human beings, traditionally identified as a ‘four-field’ discipline, encompassing archaeology, social and cultural anthropology, biological anthropology, and even linguistics.' moi?? seriously?? hmm.. make sense jugak.. bcos sometimes I do love to learn more about different cultures.. if I do archeology pon best gak, cos I can be very patience being involved on this kind of work.. once I started on something, I will do whatever it takes to finish it.. I'll hate myself to do it half-half.. that's why I am a perfectionist.. (try to be one la.. even not nearly one..) Architecture ~ hmm.. how on the earth I could be one of those architect.. I don't really think I have that artistic thingy going on la.. but you never know what exactly you can do, unless you start to try.. like one of my fren, whom I would say same-o like me.. you could see if that person artistic enough like for eg from their's room decoration.. my fren and I are minimalise.. and no art work whatsoever posted anywhere on our's wall.. yet now, she has to be creative and artistic to accomplish her job and eventually to get pay for whatever she has designed.. maybe there's different with being creative or being artistic.. I just don't know.. Art ~ no skill at all to do art thingy.. same as moi commentary above.. I am more into a logic thingy.. maybe it's not too late to start on this creative and artistic thing.. when the hell I'm going to start it, I have no clue at all.. Art history ~ I took art history class at SLU.. and it was very interesting.. since it was summer class, our lecturer made a trip to downtown.. for us to explore architecture, art and history on different buildings.. whether its new or ancient one.. it was so much fun.. class outside of classroom.. learn more about about baroque, victorian, dome, classical, rococo architectures that was designed for the whole building and interior design as well.. Art therapy ~ I don't know if this is a good one.. bcos I'm not really into this therapy thingy.. Classics ~ huh?? what kind of classic is this? Counseling ~ maybe I can and I could.. bcos I'm a very good listener.. Foreign Languages and Literature ~ foreign language is a 'YES'.. it seems that I don't really have that specific talent.. might as well, I learn to speak different language.. so far, I have arabic basic since I was educated on this stream on high school.. maybe I should've started to polish it from now on.. and very interested to learn on Korean, Spanish, French, Italian, Germanian, Japanese, Russian languages..(waa.. very ambitious..) International Studies ~ meaning I took the right major la.. altho mine was International Business.. not international studies.. hmm.. maybe there's a slight different.. hopefully not the major one (I don't want to feel bad with what I've decided for my major) Linguistics ~ aiyooss... can I? I'm still struggling to hang on to the basic english language.. let alone to further and venture into linguistics.. waa... it seems like scary merry to me.. even tho it's part of anthropology.. Literature ~ hmm.. moi sangat lembap la bab2 literature nih.. seriouslyyy!.. sastera melayu pon aku tak lepas.. camner tu? Psychology ~ sibling of counseling.. maybe can.. took the class in college.. and aced the subject.. bravo! Sociology ~ the extended family of anthropology.. can also la.. took the class in college.. but the lecturer was babbling a lot.. I'd kind of lost my patience in that class.. I'd felt like raised my hand and say to him 'could you please go straight to the point, I'm kind of lost here'.. Teaching ~ moi sooo not the very patient one la.. maybe lecturer can.. if to teach kindergarden or high school children, definitely cannot.. abis rosak anak orang aku kerjakan..

What Should You Study?

vanilla-ology

Working within the team and behind the scenes, you can be counted on to do the work it takes for the group to succeed, but you don’t crave the spotlight or attention of center stage. ~ very true

While stability and safety are crucial in your relationships, you like to add a little flair with your choice of vanilla. ~ maybe correct.. how would I know.. you should ask my future partner.. bcos as of right now, I don't have one..

Your vanilla is Dreyer's French Vanilla. You’re most romantically compatible with other French Vanilla lovers. ~ hmm.. maybe true jugak la.. moi kind of difficult to get along with a person who has different character than mine.. very comfortable with a person who is very alike myself.. is that bad??

You remind us a lot of Bree Vandekamp from Desperate Housewives and our dear friend Cal Ripkin. ~ moi, Bree?? waaa.. seriously?? out of the blue la this one.. Bree is a classic example of THE DOMESTIC GODDESS.. she knows everything, does all housework chores by herself.. who doesn't want to be like her? am I right?


my result below was magnified from the picture above:

The Ice Cream: Dreyer's French Vanilla
Flavor Profile: Distinctive, Yellow and Egg-Flavoured
The Personality: A Team Player
The French Vanilla lover is a loving and supportive spouse who functions best in familiar, safe and secure relationships. They don't crave novelty in either romantic or nonromantic social relationships. Extremely and admirably humble, French Vanilla lovers tend to avoid the spotlight and work best within group settings. Those who prefer French Vanilla are most romantically compatible with others who also prefer French Vanilla.

awww.. I'm so flattered with the result.. even though vanilla is not my favorite flavor.. anyway, thank you dreyer's.. you've made my day!!

If you are interested with vanilla-ology, click here to find out which one is your vanilla.. enjoy!!

ice cream, anyone?

moi and my ex-housemate and other frens had this conversation thru email this morning.. at first the story was about congrats note to one of our fren's newborn.. then, it has expanded to molten choc @ ch*llis during our not-so-long-ago luncheon gathering... and finally, ice-cream.. since so many of my frens are expecting this year.. so, our story revolves around thing(s) they feel like eating (not moi, since moi takde perasaan nak makan apa.. belasah jek apa depan mata).. tau jelah orang mengidam nih.. at st l*uis, there is this one famous homemade ice-cream parlour.. no franchise whatsoever in the states.. you would never find the same thing, I would say the same brand la.. kang cakap paling sedap, ada pulak yg lebih sedap.. even if you do the cross-country searching.. you could find ted drewes frozen custard only at st lo*is city.. plus to make it super special, they have only 2 outlets, one located at grand blvd.. since grand blvd is the same main road with our's apt, so it was easy for us to go.. but open during summer only and the smallest outlet.. the other one located at chippewa.. it's open all year long, maybe close during bad weather or during holiday season.. this one is the happening one.. moi remember our first time went to buy that ice-cream.. it was quite far from SLU.. (this must be at chippewa).. so, it was quite a journey for us.. it was kind of cold jugak that time.. tapi peduli apa.. my favorite, of course the one and only banana split.. they would serve on this large container.. and moi usually mesti kena share with someone to finish it.. if nak tunggu aku abiskan memang lambat.. by the time I'm done with mine, others must've been beku, when we went on winter season la ni.. of course I could finish them all.. moi bab2 makan ni memang tak penah tak abis.. unless my stomach couldn't take it no more.. or there's something wrong with what I eat.. and there was one more favorite called fox treat, full of macadamia nut and raspberries.. waa, yummy yummy!!.. and you could also make your own combination.. so, we would eat our ice-cream in the car if it snowing or freezing cold outside.. or just braved ourselves with that wind chill blowing to our face which would feel like knife cutting thru our skin.. summer season, that place would be jammed-packed with people, with no parking spot available... and there would be this very long queue.. kids with their's parent, grandpas, grandmas, uncles, aunties, a bunch of teenagers and a bunch of college students like us.. waiting on the line for their turn to order while chattering gleefully and joyfully with their's accompany..


one more of our's favorite was from the local groceries store.. and most of the time, it must be on sale 'buy one free one'.. it would be either schnuck's (the groceries' own brand) or dreyer's.. the cost would be around USD5 gituh.. for 2 carton.. see.. so very cheap one.. during our groceries shopping, ice-cream was one of the MUST BUY thing.. my housemate the one couldn't live without ice-cream.. moi the one couldn't live without coffee.. hehehe.. ok people.. so, there you go.. the colorful ice-cream stories..

p/s: moi rendered my sincerest apology to all my expectant-newborn-mommy frens for this entry.. it was completely unintentional.. ;)

mumbo jumbo

hari melepaskan geram.. pagi2 semua org seemed to pester me with all kind of questions.. tempat duduk aku tak panas lagi this morning, ok people!!.. aku dah keje ngan system berapa lama.. with all kind of database.. so I know la.. if system says black.. it's black.. if it says white.. it's white.. no twisted turning around pekejadahnya ke.. takde nak tukar kaler jadi magenta, cyan, turqoise memang takde.. so cek la status tu dulu.. before nak pester2 me with these kind of questions.. aku kan memang tension gilos hari ni.. nak kena layan soalan yg sama tiap2 hari.. if dah pagi2 start gitu.. memang seharian la aku akan bad mood.. *sigh*.. penat dan letih tau nak jawab.. nak kata IQ semua rendah... tak jugak.. nak kata buta IT.. tak jugak.. could you be more detail ke.. tengok betol2 what is your vehicle status before tanya soalan2 mengarut gitu.. that's my problem with dealer..

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with colleague pulak.. nak kata company kecik tak jugak.. tapi memang tak masuk dek akal.. bila department yg paling besar sekali dlm company ni, ada 2 org jek exec.. korang leh caya tak? dulu aku sorang jek yer.. pastu ada sorang kakak ni dah lama giler keje and keje pon bagus.. dapat la naik pangkat ke exec.. tapi dia memang takleh nak dikacau la.. takleh nak tambah keje cos dia jaga invoicing.. memang in nature her work sudah tersedia berlambak.. so apa2 keje selain daripada tu.. campak kat aku.. I don't mind la, ok people.. memang tak kisah.. tapi since the system upgraded ni, semua org macam tak puas hati cos bertambah byk keje nak kena buat.. sbb nak kena use this new system.. plus nak kena gak guna ancient system yg bodoh itu.. yg didesigned by programmer yg supposed to be all pandai, and gaji more than us exec cabuk.. despite that every figure yg kitorang nak retrieve, kena dikira manually, boleh?.. so orang yg buat system tu bodoh ke pandai?? kalau dah kena kira manual, tak payah susah2 pegi buang masa buat system.. tolong jek kitorang ni kira figure yg beribu2 manually, nak?? so what is useful about that system anyway? bukan ke that system suppose to help us expedite our work.. yet it's the other way around... pastu aku ni boleh kata macam trainer la.. semua org tak paham.. aku yg kena ajar.. I don't mind that too.. cuma sometimes, IT'S TOO MUCH!!! aku kena trained dealer and colleague.. sbb exec yg jaga system ni aku sorang jek.. yg lain semua clerk.. aku takde la kata diorang ni tak pandai.. tapi kan penat la nak kena ajar banyak2 kali.. aku memang pantang buat keje yg sama banyak2 kali.. cos my way of doing it, is do it all once but in PERFECT condition.. sbb tu if bos suruh amend itu amend ini banyak2 kali, aku fed-up.. sbb bila first time aku buat tu, memang dah all-out.. I give 150% effort on that.. bila kena tukar byk2 kali.. apa kejadah keje yg aku buat tu? tak wasting your time, your sweat?

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pastu finance dept yg mangkuks.. aku nak guna 1 recycle paper pon berkira.. alasannya.. P&C.. if P&C buat apa jadikan paper tu recycle paper.. pi laa shred.. shredder kan ada.. budusss takk?? lupa lak nak inform si penyibuk yg bank statement aku print tu utk finance dept.. and 1 page jek yer kawan2.. bukan sampai 10 pages pon.. and as if dept aku ni dtg from planet lain.. takde kena mengena ngan company yg dia keje.. and as if company tu company bapak dia.. if takde dept aku, tak bergaji la korang yg lain.. yg tegur aku tu is assistant manager yg sungguh unprofessional, unetiquette, uneducated.. yg mari from hulu bagan kampung mana aku tak tau.. jinjang mali punya.. orang asli yg dok dlm pedalaman tu pon, sungguh ada adab sopan compare to her.. this is a perfect example of why this kind of people shouldn't be one of the top management in the company.. bcos of the attitude.. this kind of people also yg telah made my brother, yg selalunya sungguh calm dlm menghadapi apa jua rintangan dan cabaran.. came out with this idea, he wants to move out of the country bcos of this unprofessional people he has to deal with everyday.. even so their title reads as someone with big shot position in the company.. ooOOOO.. like I'm so scared of you bcos of your title!! budusss... with that title minus the manner, you ain't going nowhere la my friend.. when so many people seem to disrespect you like as much as I did.. you are the only yg tak nampak.. so buta huruf buta hati buta segala.. please take note!! this stuck-up people should be lock-up somewhere in the dungeon i.e. tower of london.. or ship off to different planet without any living creature.. geezzz... benciss aku..

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apparently, ada colleague yg bermasam muka.. I kind of perasan la.. cos diorang ni tercampak jauh from semua org.. and biasanya bersuka ria bergurau senda bertepuk bertampar berbagai.. lately, bila aku masuk bilik tu cam sunyi sepi jek.. bunyi radio pon takde.. aku tak tau la if aku sorang jek ke yg perasan.. tapi aku rasa ada la org yg perasan.. cuma didn't say anything.. aku dengan selamba badaknya pegi tanya.. only masa aku lunch ngan one party jelah.. if 2 parties ada kat situ.. takkan la nak tanya kan.. mengaibkan la pulak.. tak baik.. so, it seemed that I was right... and her fren yg mkn bersama2 ni cam tak caya time aku tanya tu.. cos boleh tanya balik camner I know.. hey, aku ni lagi tua from korang la.. aku tau la.. even though I kind of hating it, when older people claim that they are wiser and older, makan garam dulu la whatsoever.. so, I kind of hating myself to admit it.. but that saying is true, kan?? cuma you have to use it in the right way... jangan simply2 guna, even utk mende2 bodoh yg ko buat yg kononnya perasan super cool, nak ngaku yg ko tu makan garam dulu.. so, itulah.. pastu her fren ni cakap lagi.. 'pandai yer akak teka'.. aku ni nampak jek macam tak tau, blur memanjang.. tapi sebenonya aku tau, cuma malas nak amik tau.. sbb apa diorang bermasam muka tu, malas la nak korek lebih lanjut lagi.. 2 2 pon mulut boleh tahan.. ada la something she said yg sorang terasa.. or the vice versa.. that's why la aku tak suka sangat menggedik and socialize melampau sangat ngan people.. bcos this is what I'm trying to avoid.. bcos mulut aku pon boleh tahan gak.. takut ada org tak sanggup nak dengo and terasa lak.. tapi aku rasa org2 yg gini, yg mulutnya laser, sebenarnya honest compare to org2 yg manis mulut tapi talam 2 muka.. so which one do you choose? nak berkawan pon kena jaga tatatertib, adab, sopan santun.. jangan nak ter'over' sangat.. bila dah ter'overreacting' mesti akan ada drama2 lain yg menyusul.. which will spoil the relationship later on in the future.. you would never know, kan??.. hmm.. even though kawan2 aku, perangai semua lebih kurang, mulut lasernya pon sama, tapi kitorang ni takde heart feeling sangat.. cos kawan dah lama benor.. dah paham ngan perangai masing2.. even so marah sangat ngan kawan tu, senyap sekejap jek.. pastu cakap balik ngan dia.. if ada terasa, cepat2 say sorry, ok.. jangan tunggu lama2.. cos the moment is gone when you wait and biar begitu sahaja..

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sejuk sikit after lepas geram session.. *smiling*

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children movies weekend

moi telah melayan cerita kanak2 on the weekend.. memang takde keje.. nak buat keje lain memang pemalas.. plus takde orang kat umah.. so might as well la aku jadi potato couch sementara org takde.. even masa2 biasa pon.. still, I'm the first one will be in front of that idiot box.. and the last one to go to sleep.. see.. betapa boringnya hidup aku.. tak adventourus langsung...

anyway.. memula layan citer 'gentle ben, terror on a mountain' on hallmark channel.. ben itu ialah sunshine bear... yg telah befriended with this one boy.. who'd lost his parent in accident.. so, his uncle who's a ranger of this one famous reserved park.. yellowstone kot.. or nevada ke.. or arizona ke.. ntah tak tau.. he got custody for this boy.. sorry for the bablement.. moi tak follow dr mula.. it was already half way when I watched.. I know this story cos my mom and kids dah melayan cerita ni aritu.. ntah camner moi boleh tertinggal.. plus moi mana suka tengok tv ramai2.. best layan sorang2.. so, the boy, his name also couldn't remember.. mark kot.. hehe.. he saved ben who had trapped in an old mining area.. apparently, ben had separated from his family.. and wandered off from grizzly valley.. the place where his family should be.. and ended-up at the mining area.. which was near the neighbourhood.. apparently, one of the villager's sheep got attacked.. and they blamed this poor bear.. so, mark was on a rescue mission to save the bear from the sheep's owner.. and the worst wildlife enemy, poacher.. it seemed that mark didn't has any friend.. and ben was the only who listen to him.. literally, he'd kind of listen to whatever mark's said.. that bear was a brilliant actor.. so comel sangat.. moi would fell whatever story on animal.. I simply cannot see whatever barbaric thing happen to any animal.. one time, I cried when I watched this group of elephant left laid on the ground, been slaughtered and their's tusks went missing, been chopped-off by barbaric poachers.. you killed that big gigantic animal just for that tiny weeny tusks?? what a waste of life.. in fact, what a waste of everything.. our ecosystem will be disrupted by doing just that, am I right or not? maybe I should be a volunteer with WWF, kan??.. heshh.. memang aku emotional bab2 ni..

then, I saw on info this movie titled 'Thief Lord'.. I knew it was the same with a book written by Cornelius Funke.. and I read it.. the story was about a brother named Prosper who had to rescue his little brother, Bo from their's evil uncle and aunt.. run to Venice, to fulfill their mother's dream to live in the city where all magical things happen.. so, they were rescue by this one boy, same age as Prosper, who called himself 'Thief Lord'.. it seemed that he is the famous thief on the city... and he got a big job from the Conte to steal one of the broken wings of the magical meryl-go-round.. the meryl-go-round had 5 winged magical animals.. unicorn, lion.. I couldn't remember the other 3.. if someone wants to grow older or to become younger one more time, they could take a ride on this meryl-go-round.. since I've already read the book.. I loved the story.. only on the movie, it was just kind of flat.. everything was flat.. macam bosan sikit.. and there were missing pieces here and there.. I'd kind of recalled the story when the scene started to jumping around.. and I didn't even know they already produced a movie out of this book.. I'm a big fan of children books as well.. maybe I didn't have that chance to read and to discover what's happening in children's world when I was young.. I'm a late bloomer, ya all.. so, please.. cut me some slack, will you? right now, I'm waiting for the final book of Harry Potter series.. I have them all.. and read them all too.. it were so fascinating.. so, whatever you people say.. I just don't care.. sorry about that!

nagging...

I'd kind of 'ter'watched this movie on box office channel.. I knew what was the story.. it became quite famous due to its controversial debut.. or maybe that was one of the marketing tactics to persuade people to watch.. hmm.. ok.. this is how I'm gonna say it.. I don't really care if you want to fill-up your movie with sexual explicit contents whatsoever... cos you were assuming it would sell and kind of related to your story.. so, I don't really care on that part.. what I do care is, the mix-up messages you convey in the movie itself.. so, by doing that, you mix-up the 'hukum' too.. since that's what your story was all about..

I think that's the tricky part.. in a way you want to say.. oo... that polygamy is 'halal'.. yes, that is very true.. despite that, ada one scene yg tak masuk dek akal.. where it showed, this pak aji (who had 4 wives..) and his first wife (siap pakai tudung.. ada scene tunjuk dia solat berbagai.. a very true muslim I would say..), who were frequent visitors to this hawker stall which sells 'itik berempah' or something like that.. innocent enough heh? the owner of the hawker stall was k*t*lik.. then, it showed this one scene where that itiks bergelimpangan mati on the table, still with heads, ready to be cooked.. this pak aji and his wive(s) would buy this itik berempah and eat together2.. memang enak sekali katanya.. sampai sesiapa sahaja datang akan terus kembali ke stall ini kerana rempahnya yg special itu.. I wouldn't dare to think what was in the secret recipe.. (even though it was only a movie..)

I'm so very observant people.. so there, right there!!.. you want to tell a story on this 'halal' one.. yet you mix-up with this 'haram' one.. maybe you kind of overlooked that small crucial part ke.. I don't know.. or maybe you simply didn't care bcos that scene wouldn't draw a major effect in the movie.. ok fine.. but for me, the movie failed to justify and failed to represent what is 'hukum halal'.. please do convey that 'halal' one, all the way out.. jgn buat half-half.. there is and will be NO half 'halal' or half 'haram'.. and please jgn ada mix-up with the 'haram' thing.. that's what I'm trying to say.. for me, the halal is just plain halal.. the haram is just plain haram.. it's that simple.. no confusion, no tricky, no hiding stuff whatsoever.. there will be NO compromise on mixing this hukums thingy, ok!!.. I'd just kind of curious, that's why I watched the movie.. only not until its finished.. bcos towards the end.. the scene became sooo steamy.. so I decided to stop.. and that was it.. I don't know la if they thought.. ooo.. itu itik sembelihan ahli kitab pulak.. when I was in the states.. I'm used to this kind of thought, the ahli kitab sembelihan.. so it was up to you guys to decide.. ramai la gak kawan2 aku yg makan 'katok' nih.. for myself, as long as I wouldn't die, to have to live the life without that easy and furthermore cheap meat consumption, I'm fine!.. plus there are ways to obtain this all 'halal' stuff.. maybe it'll difficult, but that's experience will help you to become a better person, don't you think??.. life is difficult.. so what?? you have to learn to find ways to solve it, for every single day.. and even so, if there will be no way at all, there are other thousand things you can eat.. veges, fruits, grains and so on.. so, that's it.. I would never watch that movie again.. maybe it was just me, who already feels very very very nagging..

ironically

This week I had to stayback in the office until 8++pm.. why?? even so, my bos is not around for 2 weeks off to his honeymoon, even so, he is not the bossy type, I had to entertain these requests from hq company to compile all sort of this ancient figures.. which I had to dig from the ancient system as well.. and calculate them manually!! it was more than 10K figure, I tell yaa!! maybe this was a jinx... remember my last entry on thought(s).. I'd kind of begging this stuff to appear.. I don't mind that part.. at least I have something to do.. the only thing that was bugging me is.. the way how to retrieve that figure.. it was a very long way.. using this ancient system.. goshhh!!! please forbid this kind of system in the future.. it was a mess, a pain in the ass.. bla bla bla.. and the list was endless..

on top of that, I had to entertaining and compiling number of reports for my own department's GM.. and suddenly, nowadays, he is not so shy to talk to me.. and ask me to do various kind of things... you just name it.. to amend the report.. to amend the report for the 3rd time.. to amend the report again for the 10th time.. ok, maybe I'm exaggerating a bit.. sometimes I feel like it is sooo useless... to fix that little tiny number.. I'm fully aware of the damage it will done.. but sometimes I do feel like.. goshh... it's not worth it.. what an ironic!! I thought when my immediate boss is not around.. I kind of have time to layback a bit.. but it was the other way around.. as I'm writing this, I'm still in the office.. it's almost 10pm already.. even if I'll stay till midnite, the job still couldn't get done.. and for the first time ever, I had to come to work on saturday.. what a history!!!

things I bought

whilst I had the busiest weekend meeting with old frens.. I'd managed to get a few thing for myself.. dalam takde duit.. sempat aku bershopping.. hahaha.. lantak ler.. asalkan bahagia..

I'd been aiming at this one pant which is sold at RS outlet.. and since I laid eyes on that particular pant, I had been surveying mostly every RS located in nearby area.. s*bang p*rade, b*kit r*ja, ou.. you named it.. bcoz the one that I found either in size 14 or 16.. what the heck!!! for those yg don't know.. I'm so into this working pant, clean cut one.. not too much flare or bell bottom whatsoever.. just the simple straight cut.. but nowadays, it's almost impossible to find the one with decent cut.. they are either very tight one, yg if I wear will be like a 'sarung nangka' which I hate.. bcoz it will shows all the fat and cellulite flabbering from my thighs area.. yg which telah menunjukkan dirinya secara obvious lately.. itu yg menyebabkan aku gain weight ok kawan2..

secondly, the other reason I might think of, is the size cutting kat mesia ni.. sungguh la aku tak paham.. ada 4 yg aku leh wear.. ada yg half way there.. and ada yg tak masuk langsung!! and every brand yg made from mesia i.e. p*dini, s*da has that same kind of design, look, cutting and so on.. I know this bcoz when I first started working, I had been into this shopping trip searching for this pant.. went from one store to another.. spent hours in fitting room.. and with frustration to no avail!! that's why I cut out buying any pant from these brand.. bcoz I already know, first, I can never wear it.. secondly, even so I can, the pant is horrible on me.. I kind of menyampah ladies yg pakai tudung yet the pant is soooooo sendat teramat.. same goes with the blouse.. aku yg tengok tak bernafas.. please laaaaaaaa.. if it happen that's how you like/want to wear, take off the tudung.. easy solution.. aku yg tgk tak sakit mata.. and tak tambah dosa mengata.. *sigh*

back to pant story.. since my mission is to find that particular pant in my size.. which is 4 or 6 in US standard size.. (since I'm used to it.. don't care what other people say..) memang selalu yg in these 2 sizes susah giler nak ada.. kalo ada pon the design is so hideous.. luckily, when I'm in my first tour at i*i mall, I'd managed to step in the RS outlet and found the pant which located nearby the entrance.. and to my joy... it's available in my size too.. the only size 6 available.. yeaaa!! finally!! it cost only RM39.90.. and my hunch said the brand is g*p.. and I checked the hook, and it says G*P.. woHOooo.. double score!! how would I know the brand even the label was cut off??.. I'd learn a lot about brand's label from my, I would say regularly shopping trips to the mall in the states.. specific brands would be g*p, b*nana republic, j*rew, c*sual c*rner, *nn t*ylor etc.. so, I kind of know the label color.. for ie g*p's and *nn t*ylor label would be in blue.. b*nana rep would be in brown.. so, if you curious to know what brand are you buying from this factory outlet store, the rejected stuff (I would say the minor defect stuff.. not entirely rejected la..).. let me know.. maybe I know what is the brand name!!

and the other thing I bought is... ermm.. should I say this.. it was a pair of shoe.. I bought it bcoz it was on sale.. and I'd been aiming to this shoe since it made first appearance last year.. don't remember la exactly when.. but at that time, not worth to buy bcoz the price was too expensive.. now, it was on sale!! so, if you would be me.. should you just ignore it and think about it in your dreams???? if I be me, hell no!!!

girl's weekend out

saturday updates.. went to meet girls from college days.. we had lunch at ou chil*s.. I'm the most late person arrived.. hahaha.. sorry you guys.. something came up.. had to drop a report which needed urgently by finance dept (kononnya..).. then, I'd heard that they still couldn't do anything with the report without daily bank statement print-out.. penat aku jek berkejar ke sana ke mari... as if no other working days ahead.. anyway.. it was fun (I mean, the makan2..).. I had chicken basil pasta (if not mistaken..) and tak best coz makan sorang2.. ken who was arrived a bit earlier (by few minutes) than me.. had order fajitas.. she'd having trouble to feed herself bcoz of, I wouldn't say earlier pregnancy stage.. bcoz it has been 5 months.. what a pity!! kesian ken tak dapat nak makan.. so ended up I'm eating alone and shared my plate with ken.. since she'd so clueless on what to eat even she'd got the fajitas.. meanwhile other girls did all the talking..

this what I would describe the girls since the first day I met about 10~12 years ago in comparison to our gathering last week..

liza ~ very pretty, beautiful mom yet the tomboyish character(s) were/are still there.. she would make frens with all sorts of people.. I'm her room's neighbour back in bangi.. and we'd always bumped into each other on the way to restroom.. bcoz we were neighbour with the restroom as well..

grunge ~ memang grunge.. she's the quite type.. more or less like moi.. yet the kind of person who would/will be perfect for this saying 'diam2 ubi berisi'.. hehehe

ken ~ closed with her since our unis were at the same town.. whenever I popped at her uni, it would be her place, first thing in mind, to let myself crashed at.. and the other way around.. when she went to downtown, she would crashed at my place..

faten ~ the maintain mom.. with 1.5 kids.. hehehe... I would say she's kind more or less like me in terms of character.. sometimes the evil inside of us would like to burst out without a further delay.. not the very patient one.. easily to provoke.. even for the simplest thing.. usually in the chatroom.. maybe not in real life.. hopefully.. that was way back in the days heh..

farid ~ the sukahati one.. who likes to eat.. hahaha.. very artistic one, and very I would say... the tak kisah one la.. even though she had this very 'pemalas' roomate (namely moi..) I would say we would be a great partner.. bcoz whatever I'm lazy to do.. she's the one who'd usually step-up and offering herself on whatever suppose to be done.. and I would do different things.. eg dia rajin masak.. aku rajin kemas after dia masak.. so, makan sama2 la kan??.. of course.. ataupon ada udang di sebalik batu.. dia nak guna my pc for ber'tenet's session.. that's why kena buat baik ngan moi.. hahaha.. jahat aku!

moi ~ during college days, pemalas yg suka tido siang and berjaga malam (kononnya stay-up to study..) so lazy to cook yet very particular about cleanliness of the kitchen and the entire house.. I would say I am the freak-neurotic-stone-cold, in appearance only maa.. deep deep down inside.. if you really want to know the answer, you have to ask the people who are close and still around me until today..

*for pictures, please go to farid's blog under Girls Day out entry on 2nd April 2007.. I would take credit on the story and farid would take credit on the piccas of our's little gathering.. so enjoy them while you can!!*

sunday updates.. I woke-up due to annoying phone ringing.. who the hell was calling me early on this wee morning hours.. and had disrupted the lack-of-sleep-beauty-queen (heh.. perasan.. ).. moi was up until almost 4am that morning to entertained my dearest fren's and my sis's smses.. my fingers went totally numb from that marathon-contantly-handphone-button-pressing.. plus it was raining that morning.. so, that was one more reason to snuggle comfortably under the comforter.. it was ewok, who'd been calling me, and kind of insisted me to get-up since she was at erny's house.. she had this, I dunno if I should called it blind-date or whatsoever.. not blind date la.. just a date, with one of her online's fren.. this guy was apparently one of the big shot person in AF5 management team.. hahaha.. ewok ditched him bcoz he'd too busy to entertained her.. so, she called erny in rescue.. and crashed at her place for the nite.. on sunday, she called me and asked me a favor to drop her at i*i mall puch*ng.. since her ride would be waiting there.. she came from JB with her 2 officemates, who had wedding invitation at puch*ng.. so, I had to find my way to go there.. bcoz I never really drive alone, by myself around that area.. luckily, I got this precise direction from my bro on how to get there.. thank you for that.. (I simply love people who give a very precise direction.. bcoz if you would say turn left.. which left is that? if there's 10 left turns, then I will take that all 10.. see.. very lurus bendul tak aku?.. let me know which one's is the left.. the 3rd one or the 10th one.. ).. we were lepaking at the starbucks and chit-chatting on latest news since our last meeting was way back in december.. from B2M concert to her's online date(s).. then, she took-off around 4pm and left me alone to discover that mall.. which was my first experience to step inside.. so there went my busiest weekend..

*p/s: next time, at least let me know in advance when you're in town*