I don't know how to start this entry.. bcos I'm still feeling very pissed off since yesterday.. this incident was happened on the way back to my house after work.. I had to make one right turn at this so-called very small junction from the main road.. I'm the first on the line to make that turn, so I waited patiently.. since there were so many cars from the opposite lane, there's no harm to be more patient, right? in view with my impatient driving attitude, at least I give it a thought to sucked-up my ego and waited on the line very very patiently, which was very difficult for a person with this kind of flaw like moi to do.. then, when it was clear to make that turn, I made that turn.. behind me there was this white m*v1 (my bro also has the same color/model vehicle.. so.. I'm not totally biased towards the owner's of this particular car.. just towards this mangkuks driver..) the driver was suddenly impatiently on the rush to overtake my car during that turn (obviously the driver made that right turn same time as moi) on that one small lane road.. and the driver flashed me high beam.. for a few times, if I'm not mistaken.. what was that for? it just showed that whoever it was, just so very pissed with moi who was very slowly take my time (it seemed that time was like forever to the driver) to make the turn and kind of snail-pace to drive along that tiny road.. my car is kind of slow pick-up, I don't deny that.. yet could you just be polite and courtesy on the road? where's the manners? I had no idea who was the driver, either he or she.. bcos it was already dark outside.. I thought I went back home late enough to avoid this kind of situation.. but apparently I was wrong.. I don't like to rush home during rush hour.. I'd rather go home a bit late with smooth and clear road to drive.. but this one particular sicko and saiko driver had proved myself the other way round.. PEOPLE LIKE THEM WILL BE AT ANYWHERE AND ANYTIME.. maybe the sicko and saiko driver got stomach ache badly that he/she couldn't hold up any longer..
the other day I was so pissed with finance dept.. today I was so pissed with IT dept.. I had to kind of use their server room to perform intra-bank transfer.. I would love not to be in this room.. (hopefully coming soon, since the bank will migrate the system to internet based application.. I don't know why they didn't do this earlier and eventually save my life..) back to that room, I needed an access to go into this room and the door needed to be shut at all time.. the problem with my access card.. it took a while to open that stupid door which sometimes I had to stand still there and look like an idiot just to open the door.. due to poor and cheap automatic door the supplier could give with what the stingy co could pay.. technically, I have to shut this stupid door whenever I enter or leave the room.. but what I do is, I go outside and pick-up my print job.. then, go in again to totally disconnect that online banking stuff.. the reason I do this way bcos my print-out usually went missing.. bcos apparently so many people using this ONE printer.. if I disconnect in advance and shut the door, I'll have to re-do the whole thing again if that print-out went missing (which were usually would be the case).. and for sure would be taking forever or equal to the quarter or probably half of my working day.. you think that's enough already to add to my misery life.. NO!.. apparently this particular guy added more burden to what already seemed tricky enough moi to deal with.. it's not that I've been doing this for 1 day.. in fact, it's already been 3 years.. everytime I went out to pick-up that print-out.. he would like purposely shut the door in a very discreet sneaky kind of manners which kind of annoy moi BIG TIME.. it is everytime, people!.. everytime he gets the chance of doing it and everytime he feels like doing it and everytime he thinks that I'm still don't get that the door needed to be shut for security purposes.. like this morning, he was behind me on the way to his place.. I was up to the printer.. he just shut the damn door in that annoying kind of manner sort of ways.. with no professional ethics at all.. for me, it was so rude!!! the best thing, other guys in the same dept, couldn't be bothered with this tiny weeny door thingy.. and here the best part, the room was surrounding with GLASS wall, not solid wall, people! meaning you could see whatever I'm doing inside.. it's only with HIM got this door problem!!! goshhhh.. I walk very fast.. dashing back and forth to the printer and then back again to the room.. as matter of fact, I will/would be gone in a blink of anybody's eyes.. could you just cut me some slack here? plus I'm the one who'd been running around from 1st to 2nd floor just to use this slow snail pace online banking thing.. NOT YOU, YOU SELF-OBSESSED GILA KUASA FREAKO!.. yet you don't have that courtesy or professionalism or even guts to say that you hate to see that door ajar even to 1 inch.. maybe there is a reason why GOD choose me to be so patient with this all kind of unprofessional unethical unettiquette unscrupulous unreasonable unrighteous people.. see, the neverending list of words has just begun for, again same as the above, sicko and saiko.. I would loveeeeee just to lash out at him right there and then.. *I'm holding my tongue very very tight*
and pissed off with my lil bro who had successfully caused some kind of noticing remark on the back of moi car and jammed the cd player.. I'm so tired to be mad at you la..
