I'm a bit behind to comment on this subject.. I'm aware of this.. it's just I never make or renew my resolution every year.. for me, it's really up to you when you want to accomplish your resolution.. and sometimes you can even do it in 6 months.. so should you wait until a year is over then only you make plan on another resolution? for me, it's just a guideline... maybe because it pleased your ear.. and the timing is easy to calculate rather than 365 days.. or 12 months.. or 8760 hours.. or 525600 minutes.. or 31536000 seconds.. a year is an easy guideline for new resolution.. for me, by right I should be working around the clock on my resolution.. every seconds every minutes and every breath you take is counting..
my resolution is always the same thing.. to become a better person.. as I reached to adulthood phase of life.. I can see clearly the transformation I'd made.. from rebellious selfish un-hearted teenager to calm compose and selfless person.. may I keep all this good things all along until the day I die.. and hoping to perform lesser sins.. the other area I would like to improve is expenses area.. in terms of my spending habit.. so that I have more buying and saving power... as of right now, I just don't have that freedom yet.. with fixed wage and price rised-up on just about everything I buy.. I just don't understand why is it really easy the price to go-up rather than go-down.. I mean I do understand because we're living in the world where capitalist controls the economy.. it's just when will it end?.. when will us finally living in the fair world.. plus it doesn't help with our wage being reviewed once a year.. if we're lucky, we get some.. if not, we'll have that same wage till next year review coming up.. I think I just might have to adjust and be prepare on whatever coming in the way.. one of my dearest friend warned me of this recession thingy.. which of course we never know when it comes.. it'll comes unannounced without knocking on your door.. so, this is a reminder for myself and to all my fellow friends out there..
and speaking of death.. I received a devastating email a few days ago from alumni mailing list.. one of our senior has passed away due to a heart complication.. his age was only 33 or 34.. I forgot his full name, and I'm not really close to him back in the college.. but he was the one who responsible on lodging and transporting new students like us from airport to the college.. it was a reality check for me, that you will never too young to die.. it's just a matter of time before we too, will follow his footsteps.. I pray that I still have time to prepare good deeds, and 'taubat' myself from every sins I've done... I pray that GOD keep guiding/leading me to a right direction and never ever leave me alone in the darkness.. may GOD bless him.. Al-Fatihah to allahyarham Halim and everyone who'd left us...
that's bring me to another reality check.. to keep a good health.. you never know what you have inside of your body.. every little pain or sickness, never treat it lightly or ignore them completely.. please take care of your health no matter what happened.. if you give excuses i.e. you have no time to take care of your health.. later when you sick, you'll make or have time in the world to do anything to get your health back.. take a good care of yourself before anyone else.. I know people depend on yourselves to do just about everything.. I know because I am.. nonetheless, if you're gone because of your carelessness, then it's just unforgivable.. to you and your dependent.. love yourself first before someone else.. that's my resolution for today.. what about you?
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