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hari melepaskan geram.. pagi2 semua org seemed to pester me with all kind of questions.. tempat duduk aku tak panas lagi this morning, ok people!!.. aku dah keje ngan system berapa lama.. with all kind of database.. so I know la.. if system says black.. it's black.. if it says white.. it's white.. no twisted turning around pekejadahnya ke.. takde nak tukar kaler jadi magenta, cyan, turqoise memang takde.. so cek la status tu dulu.. before nak pester2 me with these kind of questions.. aku kan memang tension gilos hari ni.. nak kena layan soalan yg sama tiap2 hari.. if dah pagi2 start gitu.. memang seharian la aku akan bad mood.. *sigh*.. penat dan letih tau nak jawab.. nak kata IQ semua rendah... tak jugak.. nak kata buta IT.. tak jugak.. could you be more detail ke.. tengok betol2 what is your vehicle status before tanya soalan2 mengarut gitu.. that's my problem with dealer..

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with colleague pulak.. nak kata company kecik tak jugak.. tapi memang tak masuk dek akal.. bila department yg paling besar sekali dlm company ni, ada 2 org jek exec.. korang leh caya tak? dulu aku sorang jek yer.. pastu ada sorang kakak ni dah lama giler keje and keje pon bagus.. dapat la naik pangkat ke exec.. tapi dia memang takleh nak dikacau la.. takleh nak tambah keje cos dia jaga invoicing.. memang in nature her work sudah tersedia berlambak.. so apa2 keje selain daripada tu.. campak kat aku.. I don't mind la, ok people.. memang tak kisah.. tapi since the system upgraded ni, semua org macam tak puas hati cos bertambah byk keje nak kena buat.. sbb nak kena use this new system.. plus nak kena gak guna ancient system yg bodoh itu.. yg didesigned by programmer yg supposed to be all pandai, and gaji more than us exec cabuk.. despite that every figure yg kitorang nak retrieve, kena dikira manually, boleh?.. so orang yg buat system tu bodoh ke pandai?? kalau dah kena kira manual, tak payah susah2 pegi buang masa buat system.. tolong jek kitorang ni kira figure yg beribu2 manually, nak?? so what is useful about that system anyway? bukan ke that system suppose to help us expedite our work.. yet it's the other way around... pastu aku ni boleh kata macam trainer la.. semua org tak paham.. aku yg kena ajar.. I don't mind that too.. cuma sometimes, IT'S TOO MUCH!!! aku kena trained dealer and colleague.. sbb exec yg jaga system ni aku sorang jek.. yg lain semua clerk.. aku takde la kata diorang ni tak pandai.. tapi kan penat la nak kena ajar banyak2 kali.. aku memang pantang buat keje yg sama banyak2 kali.. cos my way of doing it, is do it all once but in PERFECT condition.. sbb tu if bos suruh amend itu amend ini banyak2 kali, aku fed-up.. sbb bila first time aku buat tu, memang dah all-out.. I give 150% effort on that.. bila kena tukar byk2 kali.. apa kejadah keje yg aku buat tu? tak wasting your time, your sweat?

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pastu finance dept yg mangkuks.. aku nak guna 1 recycle paper pon berkira.. alasannya.. P&C.. if P&C buat apa jadikan paper tu recycle paper.. pi laa shred.. shredder kan ada.. budusss takk?? lupa lak nak inform si penyibuk yg bank statement aku print tu utk finance dept.. and 1 page jek yer kawan2.. bukan sampai 10 pages pon.. and as if dept aku ni dtg from planet lain.. takde kena mengena ngan company yg dia keje.. and as if company tu company bapak dia.. if takde dept aku, tak bergaji la korang yg lain.. yg tegur aku tu is assistant manager yg sungguh unprofessional, unetiquette, uneducated.. yg mari from hulu bagan kampung mana aku tak tau.. jinjang mali punya.. orang asli yg dok dlm pedalaman tu pon, sungguh ada adab sopan compare to her.. this is a perfect example of why this kind of people shouldn't be one of the top management in the company.. bcos of the attitude.. this kind of people also yg telah made my brother, yg selalunya sungguh calm dlm menghadapi apa jua rintangan dan cabaran.. came out with this idea, he wants to move out of the country bcos of this unprofessional people he has to deal with everyday.. even so their title reads as someone with big shot position in the company.. ooOOOO.. like I'm so scared of you bcos of your title!! budusss... with that title minus the manner, you ain't going nowhere la my friend.. when so many people seem to disrespect you like as much as I did.. you are the only yg tak nampak.. so buta huruf buta hati buta segala.. please take note!! this stuck-up people should be lock-up somewhere in the dungeon i.e. tower of london.. or ship off to different planet without any living creature.. geezzz... benciss aku..

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apparently, ada colleague yg bermasam muka.. I kind of perasan la.. cos diorang ni tercampak jauh from semua org.. and biasanya bersuka ria bergurau senda bertepuk bertampar berbagai.. lately, bila aku masuk bilik tu cam sunyi sepi jek.. bunyi radio pon takde.. aku tak tau la if aku sorang jek ke yg perasan.. tapi aku rasa ada la org yg perasan.. cuma didn't say anything.. aku dengan selamba badaknya pegi tanya.. only masa aku lunch ngan one party jelah.. if 2 parties ada kat situ.. takkan la nak tanya kan.. mengaibkan la pulak.. tak baik.. so, it seemed that I was right... and her fren yg mkn bersama2 ni cam tak caya time aku tanya tu.. cos boleh tanya balik camner I know.. hey, aku ni lagi tua from korang la.. aku tau la.. even though I kind of hating it, when older people claim that they are wiser and older, makan garam dulu la whatsoever.. so, I kind of hating myself to admit it.. but that saying is true, kan?? cuma you have to use it in the right way... jangan simply2 guna, even utk mende2 bodoh yg ko buat yg kononnya perasan super cool, nak ngaku yg ko tu makan garam dulu.. so, itulah.. pastu her fren ni cakap lagi.. 'pandai yer akak teka'.. aku ni nampak jek macam tak tau, blur memanjang.. tapi sebenonya aku tau, cuma malas nak amik tau.. sbb apa diorang bermasam muka tu, malas la nak korek lebih lanjut lagi.. 2 2 pon mulut boleh tahan.. ada la something she said yg sorang terasa.. or the vice versa.. that's why la aku tak suka sangat menggedik and socialize melampau sangat ngan people.. bcos this is what I'm trying to avoid.. bcos mulut aku pon boleh tahan gak.. takut ada org tak sanggup nak dengo and terasa lak.. tapi aku rasa org2 yg gini, yg mulutnya laser, sebenarnya honest compare to org2 yg manis mulut tapi talam 2 muka.. so which one do you choose? nak berkawan pon kena jaga tatatertib, adab, sopan santun.. jangan nak ter'over' sangat.. bila dah ter'overreacting' mesti akan ada drama2 lain yg menyusul.. which will spoil the relationship later on in the future.. you would never know, kan??.. hmm.. even though kawan2 aku, perangai semua lebih kurang, mulut lasernya pon sama, tapi kitorang ni takde heart feeling sangat.. cos kawan dah lama benor.. dah paham ngan perangai masing2.. even so marah sangat ngan kawan tu, senyap sekejap jek.. pastu cakap balik ngan dia.. if ada terasa, cepat2 say sorry, ok.. jangan tunggu lama2.. cos the moment is gone when you wait and biar begitu sahaja..

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sejuk sikit after lepas geram session.. *smiling*

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